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[[Him|][$gender to {HeShe: "He", heshe: "he", HimHer: "Him", himher: "him", HisHer: "His", hisher: "his", manwoman: "man", malefemale: "male", youmalefemale: "female", youprinceprincess: "child", youname: "'i:v", themname: "Kim"}]] or [[Her|][$gender to {HeShe: "She", heshe: "she", HimHer: "Her", himher: "her", HisHer: "Her", hisher: "her", manwoman: "woman", malefemale: "female", youmalefemale: "female", youprinceprincess: "child", youname: "'i:v", themname: "Kim"}]]

$gender.HeShe caresses your skin, warm hands following the lines of your bones around your back, touching your neck. Smelling $gender.hisher hair and breath, lips. Small words dropping from them, falling <<timedinsert 12s>>falling.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 14s>>You say...<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedgoto "Him2" 16s>>

<<timedinsert 1s>>Fresh.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 4s>>$gender.HeShe smiles when $gender.heshe comes home from work, exhausted. Tastes like cigarettes. Burn down your candles, baby. Slow-TV and ads working through your brain, $gender.heshe is sitting there drinking. Your eyes follow $gender.hisher sun-tanned hands, white noise sounds, stars. Warm.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 20s>>Beauty.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedgoto "Him2.2" 25s>>

Fresh. $gender.HeShe smiles when $gender.heshe comes home from work, exhausted. Tastes like cigarettes. Burn down your candles, baby. Slow-TV and ads working through your brain, $gender.heshe is sitting there drinking. Your eyes follow $gender.hisher sun-tanned hands, white noise sounds, stars. Warm. <<timedgoto "Him2.4" 3s>>

Burn down your candles, baby. <<timedgoto "Him3" 5s>>

<<if $window is false>> You wake up. <<else>> Too awake, no sleep. <</if>> Hot weather outside, <<if $window is false>> no breeze through the closed [[window]]. <<else>> a cooling breeze humming through the window. <</if>> $gender.HeShe is lying beside you, still <<choice [[somewhere]]>> else. <<if $fly is true and $window is true>> Clothes are [[scattered]] on the floor, deep colours dazzle, dousing the sunlight from outside like a waterfall. The [[mouth]] grabs you, chewing scraps of fabric over your body, swallowing its candy into its [[engine]]. <</if>>

Standing up, you tap through the dark and tilt the window. Cold air makes you <<timedinsert 3s>>[[feel |feel]]<<endtimedinsert>> <<set $window to true>>

Standing up, you tap through the dark und tilt the window. The cold air makes you feel <<choice [[good|feel]]>>. <<choice [[loved|feel]]>>. <<choice [[at home|feel]]>>. <<timedgoto "Nothing" 3s>>

You feel nothing. <<timedgoto "Him3" 7s>>

<<cacheaudio "Circus" "https://www.dropbox.com/s/5pjom38omrh617n/Colourful%20Lights.mp3?raw=1">> <<cacheaudio "Elephant" "https://www.dropbox.com/s/lipnjigscebmr15/Elephant_bearbeitet.mp3?raw=1">> <<cacheaudio "Ghost" "https://www.dropbox.com/s/l9uiu5hg208jekt/_ghost_-_Lullaby.mp3?raw=1">> <<cacheaudio "Oxygen" "https://www.dropbox.com/s/58lxp70eu4fg8w4/Chris_Zabriskie_-_05_-_Oxygen_Garden.mp3?raw=1">> <<cacheaudio "Drown" "https://www.dropbox.com/s/24mbn5fyr1wqccz/Drown_Altered_Carbon.mp3?raw=1">> <<set $window to false>> <<set $fly to false>> <<set $mouth to false>> <<set $mouth2 to false>> <<set $mouth3 to false>> <<set $engine to false>> <<set $black3 to false>> <<set $truevoice to false>> <<set $mechanicalheart to false>> <<set $down to false>> <<set $memory4 to false>> <<set $voice to false>> <<set $crash to false>> <<set $savedpicture to false>> <<set $vision to false>> <<set $bodypart to false>> <<set $tool to false>> <<set $kill to false>> <<set $lovekill to false>> <<set $deletememory132 to false>> <<set $deletememory36 to false>> <<set $deletememory77 to false>> <<set $deletememory9 to false>> <<set $deletememory1001 to false>> <<set $slime to false>> <<set $float to false>> <<set $birth to false>> <<set $killkim to false>> <<set $submissivekim to false>> <<set $eatingkim to false>> <<set $mother7 to false>> <<set $mother9 to false>> <<set $mother10 to false>> <<set $mother23 to false>> <<set $mother3 to false>> <<set $mother12 to false>> <<set $mother32 to false>> <<set $loveob to false>> <<set $ins to false>> <<set $fearang to false>> <<set $insanity to false>> <<set $anger to false>> <<set $love to false>> <<set $fear to false>> <<set $obedience to false>> <<set $yesO to false>> <<set $yesA to false>> <<set $yesL to false>> <<set $yesF to false>> <<set $yesI to false>>

Dry hands touch $gender.hisher skin, you want to let $gender.himher be with you, ask $gender.himher Are you in there?, a whisper disappearing loudly and you think [[love|somewhere2]].

Dry hands touch $gender.hisher skin, you want to let $gender.himher be with you, ask $gender.himher Are you in there?, a whisper disappearing loudly and you think [[my love|somewhere3]]. Wasps crawl out of $gender.hisher

Dry hands touch $gender.hisher skin, you want to let $gender.himher be with you, ask $gender.himher Are you in there?, a whisper disappearing loudly and you think [[I love you|somewhere4]]. Wasps crawl out of $gender.hisher mouth, exploding in your face, dripping mud, wet neon-black tears fill your stomach.

Don't think. <<set $fly to true>> <<timedgoto "Him3" 5s>>

A scatting evening sun is <<choice [[glowing|scattered]]>> deep <<if visited ("scattered") > 2 and $mouth is false>>[[purpur|mouth]]<<else>>purpur<</if>> in the sky, you watch it lovingly, longing <<if visited ("scattered") > 1>> for $gender.himher. $gender.HeShe is late from work, the good-bye <<if visited ("scattered") > 2>><<choice [[kiss|scattered]]>><<else>>[[kiss|scattered]]<</if>> still lingering on <</if>> <<if visited ("scattered") > 2>> your forehead, colouring a raptured <<if $engine is false>> [[heart|engine]] <<else>>heart<</if>> in [[black|Beforeblack]] and [[blue]]. <</if>>

The mouth with its black teeth can <<if visited("moan")>>[[hurt|moan]].<<set $mouth2 to true>><<else>>[[hurt|scattered]].<</if>> <<set $mouth to true>>

The warmth of the <<if visited ("scattered")>>motor<<else>>[[motor|scattered]]<</if>>, beating to the music of <<if visited ("scattered")>>[[black|Beforeblack]] and [[blue|blue]].<<else>>black and blue.<</if>>

<<if visited("blue") > 1>>The engine howls, remembering ...<</if>> Once in a <<if $voice is 4 and $crash is true>> [[blue moon|BeforeLastMemory]]<<else>>blue moon<</if>> you <<if visited("blue") > 1>>tasted<<else>>taste<</if>> $gender.himher with $gender.hisher voice thundering against the ceiling, blood pumping <<if $mechanicalheart is false and $voice > 0>>[[down]]<<else>> down<</if>> your veins in a violent <<if $truevoice is true>>[[crash]]<<else>>crash<</if>>. <<if $black3 is true>>[[Or...|black3]]<<else>>[[You snap out if it.|Beforeblack]]<</if>>

A heart. Coloured in [[black|Beforeblack]] and [[blue|blue]].

This evening you eat together. A sloppy silence surrounds $gender.himher, gravitating slowly within your reach. $gender.HisHer eyes glow in a disconnected manner as if the animal inside froze eternally <<timedinsert 10s>>staring in awareness through your face and body, cold dull baby blues<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 13s>>hands following the lines of your bones on disgusted skin, destroying<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 16s>>your heart, your engine<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 19s>>and creating the space in your mind where everything ends in an uproar.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedgoto "black2" 23s>>

<<timedinsert 10s>>You stir.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedgoto "Him" 16s>> <<audio "Circus" play>> <<audio "Circus" loop>>

What is the night guilty of? <<timedgoto "Beforeblack3" 6s>>

<<audio "Elephant" fadein>> <<audio "Elephant" loop>> <<timedgoto "Beforeblack2" 7s>>

<<if $birth is true>> You love to eat with $gender.himher in the evenings. The blue silence amidst you is calming your senses, touching your body with a gentle blow. But something is changing. You feel it in your restless limbs, you see it in your own deformed reflection in the curvature of the spoon in your [[hand|hand]]. <<if $voice < 3 and $voice > 0>>A flash of memories.<</if>><<if $voice is 3>>You flush and boil, memories vibrating from deep inside. But still too faint.<</if>><<else>>You <<if $truevoice is true>>[[love]]<<else>>love<</if>> to eat with $gender.himher in the evenings. The [[blue]] silence amidst you is <<if $truevoice is true>>[[calming]]<<else>>calming<</if>> your senses, touching your <<if $voice > 3>>[[stained body]]<<else>>body<</if>> with a gentle blow. $gender.HisHer eyes glow in a lovely manner, leaving behind the <<choice [[words]]>> that could not be said. <<set $black3 to true>> <<if $voice < 3 and $voice > 0>>A flash of memories.<</if>><<if $voice is 3>>You flush and boil, memories vibrating from deep inside. But still too faint.<</if>><</if>>

This evening you eat together. A sloppy silence surrounds $gender.himher, gravitating slowly within your reach. $gender.HisHer eyes glow in a disconnected manner, as if the animal inside froze eternally staring in awareness through your face and body, cold dull baby blues and hands following the lines of your bones on disgusted skin, destroying your heart, your engine and creating the space in your mind where everything ends in an uproar. But <<timedgoto "black3" 5s>>

<<if $memory4 is false>>You were in [[love|love2]].<<else>>@@.blurrier;Your vision blurrs.@@<</if>> [[Think back|black3]].

<<if visited ("HoldingBreath", "warm")>>$gender.HeShe ignored your pleading glance, the TV blaring shapeless, and cigarette smoke biting your eyes. $gender.HeShe was late like always and - you remember now - that evening. When you wanted to know for the first time. You can still feel $gender.himher reassuring touch. <<if visited ("Memory2")>> <<else>>[[Deeper.|harder]]<</if>> <<else>>Strength lies in calmness.<<if $voice > 1 and $down is true>> And calm you are, thinking of $gender.himher sitting with $gender.hisher beer, sun tanned skin, [[warm]] and [[still|HoldingBreath]].<</if>><</if>> [[Think back.|black3]]

You can't really [[remember|black3]] anything. It starts to worry you. <<set $truevoice to true>>

<<if visited ("Memory1")>>You feel like something is not right. [[Think back.|blue]]<<else>> Deep [[down|down2]].<</if>>

A <<if $voice is 3>>[[moan]]<<else>>moan<</if>> like an axe. [[Think back.|blue]]

[[Further|down3]].

Down. ''[[Down|down4]]''.

A voice echoes somewhere further down. You try to <<if $voice is false>>[[reach|lost]] it,<</if>> <<if $voice is 1>>reach it and find the words still [[descending|Memory1]].<</if>> <<if $voice is false>>but<</if>> <<set $down to true>>

You lost it. [[Think back.|black3]]

You stop, grabbing the memory with your [[mouth]] like a dog, not letting it go. Words dropping down your chin with the voice on your tongue crying out loud in agony.<<if $mouth2 is false>><<set $voice +=1>><</if>> <<set $crash to true>> <<if $mouth2 is true>> ''Splash''. letters syllables tone rhythm substance sentence<<else>> <<timedinsert 6s>>''Splash''.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 7s>>letters<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 8s>>syllables<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 9s>>tone<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 10s>>rhythm<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 11s>>substance<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 12s>>sentence<<endtimedinsert>><</if>> <<if $mouth2 is true>>[[Until the voice surrenders.|KeyMemory]]<<else>><<timedinsert 18s>>[[Until the voice surrenders.|KeyMemory]]<<set $mouth3 to true>><<endtimedinsert>><</if>>

The body has a flesh-like resemblance. When you lick it, you taste the blood without bleeding and it tastes like flowers. [[Think back.|black3]]

Remember. <<if visited ("warm") > 2>>The <<if visited ("warm") > 1>> holographic<</if>> engine works for the sensing system, its biological impulses pounding into the body and providing the <<if visited ("warm") > 2>> hologram<<else>>mother<</if>> with enough energy to create a devout [[hologram|warm]] of herself. <<set $engine to true>> <<else>>The <<if visited ("warm") > 1>>holographic<</if>> engine works for the sensing system, its biological impulses pounding into the body and providing the <<if visited ("warm") > 2>>hologram <<else>>mother<</if>> with enough energy to create a devout [[hologram|warm]] of herself. <<set $engine to true>> <</if>> <<if visited ("warm") > 3>>The formation of the scab around the engin e reminds you o f fungus, deep roots down se veral burrows squeezing o ut oran ge mucus lubricating the machine. [[Touch it.|Mucus]] [[Remember the machine.|Machine]] [[Think back.|black3]]<</if>>

You hold your breath and try to focus. The picture @@.blurrier; blurs, coughing up a piece of a fractured voice.@@ [[Eat it|vomit]]. [[Focus harder|harder]]. <<if visited ("Memory1")>> <<else>> [[Let it free and follow its path|down]].<</if>>

You lost track of your steps. The darkness around you fills your body with butterflies, scribbling letters on your callow skin. They shine in white and blue as a cone of silver light observes your flesh, the machines' eyes penetrating your comfort zone. The deep female voice is now near enough, vibrating through your limbs. //[[Mother?|MA1]]// [[Stay silent.|MA1]] <<if visited ("DarkgreenButton")>>[[Stop Memory.|Folder01]]<</if>>

<<timedinsert 2s>>DUMP.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 4s>>DUMP.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 6s>>DUMP.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 7s>>//[[Hello?|MB1]]// <<if visited ("DarkgreenButton")>>[[Stop Memory.|Folder01]]<</if>><<endtimedinsert>> <<set $voice +=1>>

You [[vomit|lost]] like a rainbow.

''Can you tell me your name?'' It's a male voice. //[['i:v.|LM1]]// <<if visited ("DarkgreenButton")>>[[Stop Memory.|Folder01]]<</if>>

$gender.HeShe caressed your skin, [[warm hands|Electric Recoil]] followed the lines of your bones, around your back, touched your neck. You smelled $gender.hisher hair and breath, lips. Small words dropped from them, falling <<timedinsert 5s>>falling<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 6s>>falling<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 7s>>[[down.|BeforeMemory4]]<<endtimedinsert>> <<audio "Circus" fadeout>>

A sudden flash of light. You shield your face with your hand, and then you hear your mothers voice. Long lost memories. She laughs. ''Don't move, okay? I just need to check on that.'' //[[Sorry.|MD1.1]] [[What are you doing?|MD1.2]] [[Ma?|MD1.1]]// <<if visited ("DarkgreenButton")>>[[Stop Memory.|Folder01]]<</if>>

$voice The voice ends and the juice rushes back into its place. <<if $voice is 2>>$gender.HeShe ignored your pleading glance, the TV blaring shapeless, and cigarette smoke biting your eyes. $gender.HeShe was late, like always and <<timedinsert 7s>> - you remember now - that evening.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 10s>> You remember.<<endtimedinsert>><</if>> <<if $voice is 5>> The food is meat and red wine, flooding the table in chrystal rubins. You raise your voice over the red sea, and it opens up a path through the juice with a strong black fume ascending. <</if>>

There is an electric recoil screaming through your body. You cringe, taking deep breaths to pull yourself together. [[You remember.|BeforeMemory4]]

<<if $insanity > 1>>[[I can't remember a day before we met.|D2]]<</if>> <<if $love > 0>>[[I don't want to loose you.|D3]]<</if>> [[There are weird things in my dreams.|D4]] <<if $anger > 2 or $fear > 2>>[[Stop acting like everything is okay.|D5]]<</if>> <<if $obedience > 1>>[[What do you want me to do?|D6]]<</if>> <<if $insanity > 3>>[[GnnnI Ssssomthingss Wrong. Wronngg. NG.|DInsane]]<</if>> OB: $obedience LO: $love AN: $anger FE: $fear IN: $insanity

''What should happen to you?'' <<timedinsert 2s>>''Listen, I really don't have time for that.''<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 3s>>[[Stay silent.|D1.1]] [[Where is my mother?|D1.2]] [[I don't feel well today.|D1.3]] [[My dreams scare me.|D4]]<<endtimedinsert>>

''Does it matter?'' [[Of course it does.|D2.1]] [[But you do remember, don't you?|D2.2]] [[I don't know.|D2.1]]

''You'll never loose me.'' His face suddenly seems expressionless. ''But you seemed tense lately. What is the matter with you?'' [[Do you still love me?|D3.1]] [[I miss my mother.|D1.2]] [[I don't feel well today.|D1.3]] [[My dreams scare me.|D4]] [[Stay silent.|D1.1]] <<set $love +=1>>

You could not reach the words. Things you wanted to say? You never said them. You loved who you were, you loved to love. And then you disappeard. A bit at a time. <<set $voice +=1>> [[Your voice seems broken.|Memory4]] <<set $memory4 to true>>

''Don't be scared. I am here to protect you.'' //[[I don't remember.|MA1.3]] [[I don't believe you. Where am I?|MA1.1]] [[Really?|MA1.2]]//

''You are ill, love. But I will take care of you.'' ''Don't worry too much.'' //[[Please let me go.|MA1.2]] [[But you can't keep me here!|MA2.2]] [[Okay.|MA2.3]] [[I trust you.|MA1.2]]// <<set $fear +=1>>

''Of course.'' ''I love you.'' //[[I love you too.|MA2.1]] [[Don't lie to me.|MA1.4]] [[I would do everything for you.|MA2.1.2]]// [[You nod obediently.|MA2.1.2]]

The picture starts fading like the flashback of a dream. <<timedinsert 4s>>[[... until it disappears abruptly.|black3]]<<endtimedinsert>>

Her voice is warm. ''You are not like the others, you know? You are my special $gender.youprinceprincess.'' //[[Thank you.|MD2]] [[Why am I special?|MD1.3]] [[I love you.|MD1.5]]//

Her voice is warm. ''I only make sure that you don't get ill again.'' //[[So I am well now?|MD1.4]] [[Thank you, Mother.|MD2]]//

''You were very ill. We were scared for you. And why? Because we love you.'' ''Don't move.'' There is a smile in her voice. //[[It tickles!|MD1.2]] [[Sorry. I won't move.|MD1.6]]//

''Finished!'' ''Try to stand up, love.'' //[[I don't want to.|MD2.1]] [[I don't feel well enough.|MD4]]// [[Stand up.|MD3]] //[[Grrrr.|MD2.2]]//

''Yes, of course. Now stop worrying.'' //[[Mh.|MD2]]//

''Really?'' ''Come on. I will catch you if you fall.'' //[[Always?|MD4.1]] [[I can't.|MD4.2]]// [[You stand up.|MD3]] //[[I don't trust you.|MD4.2]]//

''You are beautiful.'' <<if visited ("Folder01")>><<timedgoto "Folder01" 3s>><<else>><<timedgoto "EndMemory" 3s>><</if>>

''Always.'' [[You stand up.|MD3]] <<set $love +=1>>

''This should be'' <<if visited ("Folder01")>><<timedgoto "Folder01" 1s>><<else>><<timedgoto "EndMemory" 1s>><</if>> <<set $fear +=1>>

Sometimes you remember... <<timedgoto "black" 7s>>

<<if visited ("harder") is 1>>Try [[harder|harder]].<</if>> <<if visited ("harder") is 2>>''[[Harder|harder]].''<</if>> <<if visited ("harder") > 2>>The black [[opens|Memory2]].<</if>>

The constant stomping widens the darkness around you. Your eyelids are glued together, or sewed up. You can't open them. [[You grasp at your eyes.|MB1.1]] [[You scream.|MB1.2]] [[You try to get on your knees.|MB1.3]]

Hard, closed flesh. You don't feel any punctures or crumbly remains of anything, just plain cold skin. As if your eyes disappeared. The stamping comes closer. [[You surrender.|MB1.9]] //[[Please help me, someone?|MB1.2]]// [[You scream.|MB1.2]] [[You try to tear open your eye.|MB1.7]]

No answer. Your body gets heavier with every movement, the strength slowly transpiring through your skin. [[You try to get on your knees.|MB1.3]] [[You scream.|MB1.4]] [[You surrender.|MB1.9]] <<set $fear +=1>>

Your muscles burn. When you try to support yourself on the floor, you feel the sweat smearing with your movements, nearly slipping. A dank steam closes around you, while the deep <<timedinsert 6s>>DUMP.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 7s>>DUMP.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 8s>>DUMP.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 9s>>comes closer. And louder. Echoing in the darkness. [[You surrender.|MB1.9]] [[You fight.|MB1.6]]<<endtimedinsert>>

Still no answer. You notice the sound of the stamping coming closer, reverberating inside your breast. A slimy layer of moisture starts to cover your skin, smearing itself over your legs and into your clothes. Breathing gets hot. Steam gathers in your lungs, forcing you to cough, heart beating pain swallowing your mouth and eyes. Boiling. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Too hot. Smoking, steaming, cooking your insides, the stamping right over you @@.upside-down;louder than your ears can crash down into silence.@@ <<timedinsert 5s>>DUMP.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 6s>>DUMP.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 7s>>DUMP.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 7.5s>>DUMP.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 8s>>DUMP.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 8.5s>>DUMP.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 9s>>DUMP.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 9.5s>>DUMP.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 10s>>DUMP.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 10.5s>>DUMP.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 11s>>DUMP.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 11.5s>>DUMP.<<endtimedinsert>> <<if visited ("Folder01")>><<timedgoto "Folder01" 12s>><<else>><<timedgoto "EndMemory" 12s>><</if>>

[[Kim?|BeforeDialogue2]]

''What?'' <<timedinsert 2s>>[[I ...|Dialogue]]<<endtimedinsert>>

You notice the sound of the stamping coming closer, reverberating inside your breast. A slimy layer of moisture starts to cover your skin, smearing itself over your legs and into your clothes. Breathing gets hot. Steam gathers in your lungs, forcing you to cough, heart beating pain swallowing your mouth and eyes. Boiling. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Too hot. Smoking, steaming, cooking your insides, the stamping right over you @@.upside-down;louder than your ears can crash down into silence.@@ <<timedinsert 5s>>DUMP.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 6s>>DUMP.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 7s>>DUMP.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 7.5s>>DUMP.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 8s>>DUMP.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 8.5s>>DUMP.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 9s>>DUMP.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 9.5s>>DUMP.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 10s>>DUMP.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 10.5s>>DUMP.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 11s>>DUMP.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 11.5s>>DUMP.<<endtimedinsert>> <<if visited ("Folder01")>><<timedgoto "Folder01" 12s>><<else>><<timedgoto "EndMemory" 12s>><</if>>

Your legs tremble when you stand up, heart pounding in sync with the stomps. It gets louder very fast. You feel for some wall or a grip, but there seems to be nothing around you. [[Go in the direction of the stomps.|MB1.5]] [[Flee from the stomps.|MB1.8]] <<set $anger +=1>>

You grasp and pinch the warming outside of your right eye, pulling it slowly away. You loose it. And touch it again, a slightly deformed bulge und pulling, pulling until it breaks open, warm juice flooding your skin: a blinking white ball swimming in black wine. [[hurts.|MB1.5]] <<set $insanity +=1>>

You start running away from the sounds, blindly stretching your arms forward. The temperature rises, with boiling steam surrounding your body and invading your nostrils. You cough. It bites the skin inside your nose, a sore breath, but you keep running, running, running <<timedgoto "MB2" 7s>>

''Open your eyes.'' <<if visited ("Folder01")>><<timedgoto "Folder01" 1s>><<else>><<timedgoto "EndMemory" 1s>><</if>>

You were the blue moon You were diffrent You were broken A failure that broke the system -> the 13th moon in a year -> two moon in a month You are my You are special You are my $gender.princeprincess The one who can remember -> system gone crazy with the idea that it is an android, system failure, not believung it -> gedicht wiederholt sich immer wieder

The secretion is produced by cells, the stuff your flesh is made of. [[Think back.|warm]]

The machine of human kind working on its newest creation - the human who is able to feel. [[Think back.|warm]]

<<if visited ("KeyMemorySpecialEnding")>>[Thank you for playing the short version of my game. Please click //blue moon// in case you want to load your game and not delete your memories.]<</if>> You were the <<if visited ("KeyMemorySpecialEnding")>>[[blue moon|Again]]<<else>>blue moon<</if>> In the [[land of moons|Newspaper1.5]] You were broken A failure that broke the system You are mine You are special You are my child The one who can remember [A game by BillyJaden. Inspired by Porpentine's games and others. [[Music to listen to when it's dark.|https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vZJZq-dGmJU]]. [Moonland Picture by BillyJaden] [Cover Art by [[EyebrowScar|https://eyebrowscar.wordpress.com/]] ] [Songs in the game|Chronological order]: [[Colourful Lights|http://freemusicarchive.org/music/Sad_Soul_Circus/Colorful_Lights/Sad_Soul_Circus_-_Colorful_Lights]] by Sad Soul Circus [[Elephant|http://freemusicarchive.org/music/Saito_Koji/2014080655645038/Elephant_01_1483]] by Saito Koji [[Drown|http://freemusicarchive.org/music/AlteredCarbon/Questasian/Altered-Carbon_-_Questasian_-_15_Drown]] by Altered:Carbon [[License|https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by-nc-nd/3.0/]] [[Oxygen Garden|http://freemusicarchive.org/music/chris_zabriskie/divider/05_-_oxygen_garden]] by Chris Zabriski Special thanks to Colourphoenix.

''Right.'' ''What day is it?'' //[[August 26th.|LM2]]//

''And which year, $gender.youname ?'' //[[2021.|LM3]]//

''Thank you.'' <<timedinsert 3s>>''How do you feel, $gender.youname ?''<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 4s>>//[[Fine, thank you.|LM4]] [[Not so good.|LM3.1]]//<<endtimedinsert>>

<<if visited ("LM3.4")>>''It's okay, $gender.youname.''<</if>> ''Can you tell me something about your day?'' //[[I met Kim this morning. It was very pleasant. I would like to meet again.|LM5]] [[I went down to the garden with you. The weather was amazing. I could stare into the sun.|LM4.2]]//

''Did you meet someone?'' //[[Yes. Kim. I was very shy. But Kim told me I could go home.|LM5]]//

''What do you think about going home with Kim?'' //[[To be honest, I am a little nervous.|LM6]] [[I think I could fall in love with Kim.|LM6.1]] [[I'll do everything you want me to do.|LM5.1]]//

''This is completely normal, sweetheart. Don't worry. It will be fine, Kim is a good friend of me.'' <<if visited ("LM3.3")>>''Since you are moving in with him, you should be scared. It's a big step forward, but I believe you'll love it.''<</if>> //[[Yes? ... I am relieved. I trust you.|LM7]]//

''Okay, let's see...'' <<timedinsert 3s>>''Did you talk to your mother today?<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 4s>>//[[Yes.|LM7.1]] [[She told me I was very ill.|LM7.2]]//<<endtimedinsert>>

''What did you talk about?'' //[[Something happened to me. It was scary.|LM7.2]]//

''<<if visited ("LM7.1")>>It was a hard time for all of us. But we did everything to help you, $gender.youname. Are you well now?<<else>>Are you well now?<</if>>'' //[[I think so, yes. Thank you.|LM8]]//

<<replacelink>>//I would like to go home now, please.//<<becomes>>@@.fade-in-out;Loading MOTHER...@@<<if visited ("Folder01")>><<timedgoto "Folder01" 7s>><<else>><<timedgoto "MOTHER5" 7s>><</if>><<endreplacelink>> <<set $voice +=1>> <<if visited ("DarkgreenButton")>><<else>><<stopallaudio>><</if>>

You love to eat with $gender.himher in the evenings. But there is a blue silence amidst you, and it grows and grows and ''grows''. <<timedgoto "black5" 5s>>

You don't feel save anymore. <<timedgoto "black6" 6s>>

$gender.HeShe lowered $gender.hisher eyes. You feel ill. <<timedgoto "black7" 5s>>

Did you fail? <<timedgoto "BeforeDialogue" 5s>>

<<timedgoto "LastMemory" 7s>>

$gender.HeShe continues eating. <<timedinsert 6s>>''Stop watching me.''<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 7s>>[[Yes.|DB1]] [[Please.|D1.3]]<<endtimedinsert>>

<<timedinsert 3s>>''Your mother?''<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 5s>>''You shouldn't talk about her.''<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 7s>><<if visited ("D4")>>[[She said she would always be there for me. But I don't even remember how she looked like. Am I ill again?|DB1]]<<else>>[[She said she would always be there for me. But I don't even remember how she looked like. Am I ill again?|DB1.2]]<</if>><<endtimedinsert>>

''What the hell is it with you today?'' [[I don't know.|DB1]] [[I need to talk to you about this.|DB1]]

''You dream?'' [[Everyone dreams.|D4.1]]

<<timedinsert 3s>>''You are right.''<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 5s>>He sighs.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 7s>>''What was your dream about?''<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 8s>>[[It was about my mother. She told me I was ill. But I couldn't see her. I couldn't open my eyes.|D1.2]]<<endtimedinsert>>

$gender.HeShe sighs. <<timedinsert 2s>>''Just calm down. I get Frank on the telephone, and we discuss your problem with him.''<<endtimedinsert>> <<if visited ("DInsane")>><<timedgoto "DC1" 7s>><<else>><<timedinsert 3s>>[[Who is Frank?|DB1.1]] [[Can you please tell me what is wrong? Do I have some kind of amnesia?|DB1.2]]<<endtimedinsert>><</if>>

''He is a friend.'' <<timedinsert 2s>>$gender.HeShe fetches $gender.hisher mobile phone from $gender.hisher pocket and starts typing.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 3s>>[[Stay silent.|DC1]] [[No. Don't call him.|DD1]]<<endtimedinsert>>

After a while, $gender.heshe looks up from $gender.hisher phone. ''Okay. I can help you, but you need to stay still, good?'' [[Fine.|DC1]] <<if visited ("DInsane")>>[[Gnn.|DC1]]<</if>> <<if visited ("DC1") > 1>>$gender.HeShe stands up, softly touching $gender.hisher wine glass and lifting it. $gender.HeShe drinks a small sip and then put it down again. <<timedinsert 5s>> ''I will make you feel better, sweetheart.'' $gender.HeShe come closer, stopping right it front of you and softly touching your [[neck.|DD1.5]]<<endtimedinsert>><</if>>

$gender.HeShe stops typing. [[Who is this Frank? And where is my Mother? I should remember it, shouldn't I? People do have parents. And a home. I can only remember how we arrived here, in your house. But I am 24 years old, and I don't know about my childhood. Or my education. It is just there. I speak English, Frensh, Italian, German, Spanish, Portuguese, Russian, Chinese, Japanese, all Indo-Aryan and Dravidian languages, Dutch, Swedish and Finnish, I can cook and read and write and make love|DD1.1]] <<timedgoto "DD1.1" 5s>>

''Stop it.'' [[No!|DD1.3]] [[Hesistate.|DD1.4]]

''Fine.'' $gender.HeShe gets up fast. In the blink of an eye $gender.heshe comes around the table, graping your neck. ''Can you be civil now?'' [[Fuck you!|DD3.2]] [[Yes.|DD1.5]] <<set $anger +=1>>

<<choice [[Just...|DD1.4]]>> <<if visited ("DD1.4") > 1>>''Don't panic.'' [[Okay.|DD1.4]]<</if>> <<if visited ("DD1.4") > 2>>[[I love you.|DD1.4]]<</if>> <<if visited ("DD1.4") > 3>>''Yeah.'' $gender.HeShe starts typing again. After a while $gender.heshe looks up. ''I need you to cooperate now and stay still.'' [[Fine.|DD1.4]]<</if>> <<if visited ("DD1.4") > 4>>$gender.HeShe stands up, softly touching $gender.hisher wine glass and lifting it. $gender.HeShe drinks a small sip and then puts it down again. <<timedinsert 5s>> ''I will make you feel better, sweetheart.'' $gender.HeShe comes closer, stopping right it front of you and softly touching your [[neck.|DD1.5]]<<endtimedinsert>><</if>>

You shiver. $gender.HisHer fingernails scratch your skin softly, brushing over the tiny hair standing up from your neck. Like a warm gust kissing the fear away. ''<<if visited ("DD1.3")>>Than everything will be fine.<<else>>Everything will be fine.<</if>>'' [[You close your eyes and nod.|DD3]] [[You raise your hand, feeling for Kims touch and finally getting hold of it.|DD3Eyes]] <<if visited ("DInsane")>>[[Hmmm|DD3]]<<else>>[[Am I going to forget you?|DD1.6]]<</if>>

''The Medical Operation Terminal for Holographic Engineering and Robotic Intelligence. I am a program inside your body, ensuring successful system dynamics and supervising your Artificial Intelligence.'' //[[Artificial Intelligence?|MOTHER1]]//

<<if visited ("MOTHER1") is 2>>''$FAILUREAI is a ERROR!: BADcomputer system which is "[["@@able to perform tasks normally requiring human ERROR: CANNOT FIND@$intelligence,'' //[[What was that?|MOTHER2]]// <<else>>''AI is a computer system which is able to perform tasks normally requiring human intelligence, such as visual perception, speech recognition, decision-making, and translation between languages.'' //[[Er.|MOTHER1]]//<</if>>

<<timedinsert 2s>>''I feel you are very excited, $gender.youname . Is everything all right, love?''<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 5s>>[[You stay silent, trying to wake up.|MOTHER4]] //[[This is not real.|MOTHER2.3]]// <<endtimedinsert>>

''Don't be.'' ''I will always be there for you, love. I was made for you. There is no bond stronger than between the mother and the child.'' //[[I am not a program.|Mother3.2]]// //[[You are not my mother. You are a program.|Mother14]]// <<if visited ("MOTHER4") > 0>>[[Again you stay silent, trying hard to wake up.|MOTHER4]] <<else>>[[You stay silent, trying to wake up.|MOTHER4]]<</if>> <<set $mother3 to true>>

''<<timedinsert 3s>>I am not able to answer.<<endtimedinsert>>'' ''<<timedinsert 6s>>There must be ERROR<<endtimedinsert>>'' <<timedinsert 6s>>//[[I feel dizzy.|Mother11]] <<if $mother10 is false>>[[Error?|Mother10]]<</if>> <<if $mother3 is false>>[[I am scared.|MOTHER3]]//<</if>><<endtimedinsert>> <<set $mother23 to true>>

''Nonsense. But ...'' <<timedinsert 4s>>''Let me talk to Frank, he is a friend of mine. He probably knows whats up with you, and we'll fix it together, alright?''<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 5s>>[[Yes, thank you.|DC1]] [[No, I don't know this Frank and I have a feeling, you know a lot more about what's happening. Why wouldn't you tell me?|DB1.3]]<<endtimedinsert>>

You can feel the warmth of $gender.hisher body right behind you. $gender.HeShe bends over your right shoulder, $gender.hisher breath blowing over your skin. A grip clasps around your wrist, lifting your right arm upwards. [[You surrender.|DD3.1]] [[You struggle.|DD3.2]]

''Of course not.'' [[Good.|DD3Eyes]]

<<if visited ("DD3")>>''Good kid.'' <<timedinsert 2s>>$gender.HeShe moves a finger right over your artery and up your forearm to the crook. There $gender.heshe stops, just to kiss your cheek. ''Don't move.'' <<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 7s>>[[Do what $gender.heshe said.|DD4]] [[Open your eyes.|DD3.2]]<<endtimedinsert>><<else>>''Close your eyes.'' <<timedinsert 4s>>''Good kid.'' $gender.HeShe moves a finger right over your artery and up your forearm to the crook. There $gender.heshe stop, just to kiss your cheek. ''Don't move.''<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 10s>>[[Do what they say.|DD4]] [[Open your eyes.|DD3.2]]<<endtimedinsert>><</if>> <<set $obedience +=1>>

''Hey. What did I say? We can do this, but you need to be obedient.'' <<timedinsert 2s>>''Do you trust me?''<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 3s>><<if visited ("DD3.1")>>[[Yes.|DD4]] [[No.|DD3.3]]<<else>>[[Yes.|DD3.1]]<</if>> [[No.|DD3.3]] <<if $fear > 2>>[[Please just don't hurt me.|DD3.4]]<</if>><<endtimedinsert>>

<<if lastVisited ("DD3.2") is 1>>You close your eyes again.<<else>>You nod obediently.<</if>> <<timedinsert 3s>>A ''click''.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 5s>>You feel something moving.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 6s>>[[You can't restrain yourself and look down, at the crook of your right arm.|FEnd1]] [[You don't look down. You will be good. Kim will be proud of you.|DDEND]]<<endtimedinsert>>

$gender.HeShe presses $gender.hisher thump into your skin. Hurts. ''I am sad you think about me this way.'' [[You try to free yourself from his grip.|DD3.6]] [[No, please. I didn't mean it.|DD3.7]] <<set $anger +=1>> <<set $fear +=1>>

''I try to, okay? You don't listen, I already said everything will be okay, if you would just <<timedinsert 4s>> let<<endtimedinsert>><<timedinsert 5s>> me<<endtimedinsert>><<timedinsert 6s>> help you.<<endtimedinsert>>'' [[Still in progress|Dialogue]]

''I wouldn't hurt you. Ever.'' [[Stay silent.|DD4]] [[I love you.|DD3.5]]

<<if visited ("FEnd1") > 1>>@@.rumble;A mid-size square of skin opened up from your body, maybe 5 x 3 inches, revealing the view on some kind of an electric console. Your eyes catch a logo, written in small letters - ''Moonland Corp. Model: $gender.youname Customized''@@<<else>>A mid-size square of skin opened up from your body, maybe 5 x 3 inches, revealing the view on some kind of an electric console. Your eyes catch a logo, written in small letters - ''<<timedinsert 7s>>Moonland Corp. Model: $gender.youname Customized <<endtimedinsert>>''<</if>> <<if visited ("FEnd1") > 1>>[[With your heart hammering against your chest you jerk away and get free from $gender.hisher half-embrace.|DDEND]] [[You start screaming.|DDEND]]<<else>><<timedinsert 9s>>[[With your heart hammering against your chest you jerk away and get free from $gender.hisher half-embrace.|FEnd1]] [[You start screaming.|FEnd1]]<<endtimedinsert>><</if>> [Still in progress.]

''Welcome home, love.'' //[[Was it a dream?|BeforeMother2.1]]//

''Mother.'' //[[My Mother?|MOTHER]]//

''I remember you smiling the first time I saw you. I remember taking you home with me. And I remember the first time, you said you loved me. That's what I like to remember. Now don't rack that clever brain of yours.'' His face seems to be expressionless. [[... but what about my life before you?|D2.1]] [[You are right.| [[Still in progress|Dialogue]]

''Only we matter.'' $gender.HeShe smiles. ''<<timedinsert 3s>>Life is a construction of memory, and we are the engineers. We forget all the empty faces and places we don't want to remember. We don't need them. Do you?<<endtimedinsert>>'' <<timedinsert 4s>>[[I don't need more than us.|D2.4]] [[I want to remember.|D2.3]] [[I feel like something terrible is about to happen.|D1]]<<endtimedinsert>>

''Good kid.'' [[Still in progress|Dialogue]]

You can feel the warmth of $gender.hisher body right behind you. $gender.HeShe bends over your right shoulder, $gender.hisher breath blowing over your skin. A grip clasps around your wrist, lifting your right arm upwards. [[You surrender.|DD3.1]] [[You struggle.|DD3.2]]

''Of course I do.'' [[Still in progress|Dialogue]]

''Shhh.'' <<timedinsert 5s>>''Just Relax.''<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedgoto "BeforeBeforeMother" 10s>> <<if lastVisited ("DD4") is 1>><<set $obedience +=1>><</if>> <<if lastVisited ("DD4.1") is 1>><<set $obedience +=1>><</if>>

[[This is a slow game.|StartSlow]] <<if visited ("Start") > 1>> ahhh <</if>> <<if visited ("Start") > 2>> it is so slow <</if>> <<if visited ("Start") > 3>> please i want to play fast <</if>> <<if visited ("Start") > 4>> [[No.|StartSlow]] <</if>>

[[Slower.|Slower]] <<timedgoto "Star" 7s>>

[[This is a slow game.|geil]] <<if visited ("geil") > 1>> ahhh <</if>> <<if visited ("geil") > 2>> it is so slow <</if>> <<if visited ("geil") > 3>> please i want to play fast <</if>> <<if visited ("geil") > 4>> [[No.|geil]] <</if>>

@@.fade-in-out;Loading Program...@@ <<timedgoto "Birth2" 7s>>

<<timedgoto "End" 15s>>

''<<timedinsert 3s>>I never thought this would happen.<<endtimedinsert>>''<<timedinsert 3s>>$gender.HeShe smiles. <<replacelink>>Don't smile.<<becomes>>$gender.HeShe laughs, shaking $gender.hisher head. ''You are unbelievable. How could anyone know you would try to remember? Frank will freak out.'' <<replacelink>>What do you mean?<<becomes>>''You wouldn't understand.'' He still smiles. ''Let me talk to him for minute.''<<endreplacelink>><<endreplacelink>><<endtimedinsert>>

''AI is not merely a program but a computer imitating human intelligence.'' <<timedinsert 5s>>''You are more than that, $gender.youname.''<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 7s>> //[[I feel dizzy.|Mother11]] <<if $mother7 is false>>[[Are you an AI?|Mother7]] [[How am I able to talk to you?|Mother7]]<</if>> <<if $mother9 is false>>[[Was it you who I remembered?|Mother9]]<</if>> <<if $mother10 is false>>[[Why are my memories corrupted?|Mother10]]<</if>>//<<endtimedinsert>> <<set $mother32 to true>>

''I need to check on some things. Stay still.'' //[[I feel dizzy.|Mother11]] <<if $mother23 is false>>[[Fuck you.|MOTHER2.3]] [[What is happening to me?|MOTHER2.3]] [[Please help me to get out of here.|MOTHER2.3]]<</if>> <<if $mother7 is false>>[[Are you an AI?|Mother7]] [[How can I talk to you?|Mother7]]<</if>> <<if $mother9 is false>>[[Was it you who I remembered?|Mother9]]<</if>> <<if $mother10 is false>>[[Why are my memories corrupted?|Mother15]]<</if>> <<if $mother23 is false>>[[Why would you tell me all that?|MOTHER2.3]]<</if>>//

<<replacelink>>//Hello?//<<becomes>>''Hello, love. How are you today?'' <<replacelink>>//Fine.//<<becomes>>''Are you excited?'' <<replacelink>>//Yes. Do I need to pack?//<<becomes>>''A chuckle. Soon, love.'' <<replacelink>>//Hm.//<<becomes>>''How about repeating the lines?'' [[You sigh.|Birth3]]<<endreplacelink>><<endreplacelink>><<endreplacelink>><<endreplacelink>>

''If I have to. 'i:v. 24 years old. From Cambridge. Love the colour darkgreen. Good at languages, writing, cooking, doing the housework, philosophical discussions. Domestic worker. Lover. Prefering my partner to be a [[him|Birth4][$gender to {HeShe: "He", heshe: "he", HimHer: "Him", himher: "him", HisHer: "His", hisher: "his", manwoman: "man", malefemale: "male", youmalefemale: "female", youprinceprincess: "child", youname: "'i:v", themname: "Kim"}]] or a [[her|Birth4][$gender to {HeShe: "She", heshe: "she", HimHer: "Her", himher: "her", HisHer: "Her", hisher: "her", manwoman: "woman", malefemale: "female", youmalefemale: "female", youprinceprincess: "child", youname: "'i:v", themname: "Kim"}]].''

''Good kid.'' <<replacelink>>//Can you come with me?//<<becomes>>''I will always be with you.'' <<replacelink>>//Promise?//<<becomes>>''Promise. Now sleep.''// [[Yes. I love you.|Start3]]//<<endreplacelink>><<endreplacelink>>

''What is wrong?'' //[[I hate it here.|LM3.2]] [[I wish I would know.|LM3.3]]// <<set $fear +=1>>

''Why?'' <<timedinsert 2s>>''Can I do anything for you?'' //[[No.|LM4]] [[Why am I even here?|LM3.4]] [[Since I met Kim today I reckon I won't be here any longer.|LM5]]// <<endtimedinsert>> <<set $anger +=1>>

''Don't worry, love.'' <<timedinsert 2s>>''You have nothing to fear from me. I will make everything alright.'' //[[Ma? Please.|MA2.1]] [[It is too dark.|MA1.5]] [[Thank you.|MA2.1.2]]// <<endtimedinsert>> <<set $insanity +=1>>

''My little one.'' <<set $love +=1>> <<timedgoto "MA2.3" 4s>>

''Ah.'' <<timedinsert 2s>>He smiles. ''I guess you are excited because of what happened today?'' //[[Probably.|LM5]] [[Excited? I am scared.|LM6]]// <<endtimedinsert>> <<set $insanity +=1>>

''Well.'' <<timedinsert 2s>>He laughs.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 3s>>''Yeah, why? Because we needed to take care of you, and this facility is specialized in cases like yours. We are your family now, and we won't let you down. Do you feel better now?'' //[[I don't know.|LM4]] [[Yes. I am ... I love my family. I am glad to have you. Thank you.|LM3.5]]// <<endtimedinsert>>

''We love you too.'' <<set $love +=1>> <<timedgoto "LM4" 5s>>

''Wow, really? We would be glad. I guess Kim, too.'' [[You smile shyly.|LM7]] //[[Cool.|LM7]]// <<set $love +=2>>

''Calm down.'' <<timedinsert 5s>>''It's the disease speaking. If you get too excited, it could hurt you. You need rest.'' //[[I don't want to rest!|MA2.3]] [[I am sorry.|MA2.3]]//<<endtimedinsert>> <<set $anger +=1>>

''Shhh.'' <<timedinsert 7s>>''Sleep now.''<<endtimedinsert>> <<set $voice +=1>> <<timedinsert 10s>><<if visited ("Folder01")>> [[You can't keep your eyes open.|Folder01]]<<else>>[[You can't keep your eyes open.|EndMemory]]<</if>><<endtimedinsert>>

''I am not capable of lying. But it seems the disease is speaking for you now. I want you to rest.'' //[[I don't want to rest!|MA2.3]] [[I am sorry.|MA2.3]] [[Whatever you want.|MA2.1.2]]// <<set $fear +=1>>

There is one last thought racing through your android brain before you end. It is [[about|LastThought2]]...

<<if $obedience gt $love and $obedience gt $anger and $obedience gt $fear and $obedience gt $insanity>>how you loved to be obedient. <<set $yesO to true>><</if>><<if $anger gt $love and $anger gt $obedience and $anger gt $fear and $anger gt $insanity>>how angry you are.<<set $yesA to true>><</if>><<if $love gt $anger and $love gt $obedience and $love gt $fear and $love gt $insanity>>how you dared to love the people around you.<<set $yesL to true>><</if>><<if $fear gt $love and $fear gt $obedience and $fear gt $anger and $fear gt $insanity>>how your anxiety finally subsides. <<set $yesF to true>><</if>><<if $insanity gt $love and $insanity gt $obedience and $insanity gt $fear and $insanity gt $anger>>how you finally lived.<<set $yesI to true>><</if>><<if $yesO is false and $yesA is false and $yesL is false and $yesF is false and $yesI is false>>how you suddenly feel nothing at all.<</if>> <<timedgoto "Shutdown4" 7s>>

<<set $obedience to 4>> <<set $anger to 4>> <<set $fear to 5>> <<set $love to 5>> <<set $insanity to 0>>

''Darkness is nothing to fear. Try to relax and concentrate on my voice. It will be fine.'' //[[Okay.|MA2.3]]// <<set $fear +=1>>

''Good kid.'' [[You purr.|LM7]] <<set $obedience +=1>>

''My little one.'' <<set $obedience +=1>> <<timedgoto "MA2.3" 4s>>

You notice the sound of the stamping coming closer, reverberating inside your breast. A slimy layer of moisture starts to cover your skin, smearing itself over your legs and into your clothes. Breathing gets hot. Steam gathers in your lungs, forcing you to cough, heart beating pain swallowing your mouth and eyes. Boiling. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Too hot. Smoking, steaming, cooking your insides, the stamping right over you @@.upside-down;louder than your ears can crash down into silence.@@ <<timedinsert 5s>>DUMP.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 6s>>DUMP.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 7s>>DUMP.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 7.5s>>DUMP.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 8s>>DUMP.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 8.5s>>DUMP.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 9s>>DUMP.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 9.5s>>DUMP.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 10s>>DUMP.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 10.5s>>DUMP.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 11s>>DUMP.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 11.5s>>DUMP.<<endtimedinsert>> <<if visited ("Folder01")>><<timedgoto "Folder01" 12s>><<else>><<timedgoto "EndMemory" 12s>><</if>> <<set $obedience +=1>>

''And I love you more.'' There is a smile in her voice. <<set $love +=1>> <<timedgoto "MD2" 5s>>

''Good kid.'' <<set $obedience +=1>> <<timedgoto "MD3.1" 5s>>

''Don't be cheeky. I need you to at least try.'' //[[Fuck you.|MD2.3]] [[Sorry.|MD3.1]]// [[You nod obediently.|MD1.6]]

''Everything all right?'' //[[GnnnNN.|MD4.2]]// <<set $insanity +=1>>

@@.fade-in-out;Loading Program...@@ <<timedgoto "EndMemory" 2s>>

There is only silence left. <<set $anger +=1>> <<if visited ("Folder01")>><<timedgoto "Folder01" 7s>><<else>><<timedgoto "EndMemory" 7s>><</if>>

You stand up. <<timedgoto "MD3" 3s>>

<<timedinsert 2s>>''What do YOU want to do?'' [[I'd like to talk.|D6.3]] <<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 4s>>''I loved your cooking. The beef medaillons were perfect. Thank you, $gender.youname.'' [[I'm glad. Thank you.|D6.1]] <<if $love > 1>>[[I love to cook for you, baby.|D6.2]]<</if>> <<endtimedinsert>> <<set $obedience +=1>>

Doppelklick auf diesen Absatz zum Bearbeiten.

''Well, we are talking.'' He is cheerful. ''What about?'' [[About my dreams.|D4]] <<if $love > 2>>[[About us.|D6.3.1]]<</if>> [[Do you remember your childhood?|D2]] <<if $fear > 2>>[[Did you ever feel like you can't breath?|D6.3.2]]<</if>>

''Hm?'' [[Are we for real?

Doppelklick auf diesen Absatz zum Bearbeiten.

''Jesus Christ. What is wrong with you?'' [[I. KK-Cant. KK.|DB1]] [[What do you mean?| <<set $insanity +=1>>

''I love you too.'' <<timedgoto "DD4" 4s>> <<set $love +=1>>

$gender.HeShe slaps you. A jolt bombs down your limbs and flying hair denies you a clear view. [[You free yourself.|DNo]] [[You slap back.|DNo]] [[You stand up and blow Kims jaw furiously.|DNo]] [[You grip Kims arm and bite in earnest.|DNo]] [[You explode from your chair and start to choke Kim.|DNo]] [[You decide to kill Kim.|DNo]] [[You surrender.|DD4.1]] <<set $anger +=1>>

''You can behave yourself and let me help you?'' [[Yes.|DD4]]

You can't. [[You surrender.|DD4.1]] <<set $anger +=1>>

<<timedinsert 3s>>A ''click''.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 5s>>You feel something moving.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 6s>>[[You can't restrain yourself and look down, at the crook of your right arm.|FEnd1]] [[You don't look down. You'll finally be good. Kim will be proud of you.|DDEND]]<<endtimedinsert>> <<if lastVisited ("DD3.6") is 1>><<set $obedience +=1>>

<<timedinsert 10s>>[[Maybe you didn't try hard enough. Try again.|MOTHER4]] //[[This is not real.|MOTHER2.3]]//<<endtimedinsert>>

@@.fade-in-out;Loading Program...@@ <<timedinsert 2s>>@@color:red;Access denied.@@<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 4s>>@@color:red;Access denied.@@<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 5s>>Loading failure: Not Readable.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 8.5s>>Reprogramming:@@.fade-in-out; ...@@ <<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 14s>>@@color:green;Access allowed.@@ <<timedgoto "KeyMemory2" 4s>><<endtimedinsert>>

When you become conscious again, time is still the <<choice [[same.|A new world]]>><<if visited ("A new world") is 2>> You sit in front of Kim in your little Kitchen, the half eaten sausages on your plate. Kim eats, a distracted glance at the newspaper alongside his glass of red wine. $gender.HeShe is about 50 years old, judging by $gender.hisher looks. It is the first time you notice something like [[that.|A new world]]<</if>><<if visited ("A new world") is 3>> The world seems different, still. Like somehow you reached the surface for the first time, only now realising you were drowning. Your eyes burn and tickle as if you just slipped out of your mothers [[womb.|A new world]]<</if>><<if visited ("A new world") is 4>> It is a funny thing to be that aware of your surroundings. You see the coffee machine and the microwave on the kitchen worktop, you see oil, vinegar, salt and pepper. A half empty wine bottle, the name of the company written on it, two tomatoes and a slightly crinkled oven glove, [[darkgreen.|A new world]]<</if>><<if visited ("A new world") is 5>> But hanging above all is a most fascinating [[thing.|Picture]]<</if>>

like happiness, anger, disgust, sadness, surprise and fear. The key to Moonlands pioneering advancements in the construction of robotic intelligence is for one the successful symbiosis of biotechnology and computer systems, creating the body of a flesh-like appearence. Briefly speaking: when you stick it, it will [[bleed|Newspaper3]]. [[Back.|End]]

<<timedgoto "BeforeMother2" 5s>>

[img[https://www.dropbox.com/s/8a6r2svslxjib4o/Moonlandklein.png?raw=1]] What a wondrous <<if visited ("Folder01")>>[[thing.|Folder01]]<<else>>[[thing.|Picture2]]<</if>> <<if visited ("DarkgreenButton")>>[[Stop Memory.|Folder01]]<</if>> <<if visited ("Folger01")>> <<else>><<if visited ("Picture") is 2>>[[You save the picture in your bionic memory.|SavePicture]]<</if>><</if>>

There is [[dyed text|Moonland2]], music, pictures. @@color:darkgreen;Memories are your favorite colour@@. Some choices matter, some not. Contains violence, some gore, surreality, helplessness, [[love.|Moonland2]]

[img[https://www.dropbox.com/s/8a6r2svslxjib4o/Moonlandklein.png?raw=1]] [["Remember."|Birth]]

The moment you drop your glance to Kims steel-blue, watery eyes, you feel a rush of anxiety brushing your skin. [[Mothers words are still there.|OB1]]

You stare at it. You can feel the music of the colours vibrating in your eyeballs. It is very calming. Your heartrate slows down, but then you remember you probably don't have a heart <<choice [[at all.|Picture2]]>><<if visited ("Picture2") is 2>> Would it be possible to feel love without a heart? Or to feel anything without really [[feeling it?|Picture2]]<</if>> <<if visited ("Picture2") is 3>>The really funny thing is, you think- that suddenly, after all what happened, your love and your anxiety and your anger and your will to be obedient, all these emotions feel real for the first time. You can think freely. You can feel freely. It makes your chest [[hurt.|Picture2]]<</if>> <<if visited ("Picture2") > 3>>[[You keep staring, loosing yourself in the painting for just a few more seconds.|Picture]] [[You decide to face reality.|OpenBlack]]<</if>>

There is nothing calming about the silence anymore. You feel crushed with the sudden clarity of the world around you, but you also feel ... alive. <<timedinsert 5s>>You catch Kims eyes, aware of an irritating twitch in your eyelid. The free will throbs inside yourself. The chance to do anything.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 14s>> [[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OBE1.4]] <<endtimedinsert>>

''<<timedinsert 3s>> @@color:red;WARNING@@ Your hardware is damaged.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 7s>>I cannot detect failing areas. Should I load search program?'' [[YES.|MOTHER2.7]] [[NO.|MOTHER2.7]] <<endtimedinsert>>

<<timedinsert 4s>>@@.fade-in-out;Searching...@@ //<<timedinsert 2s>><<replacelink>>Hurts.<<becomes>><<replacelink>>Stop it.<<becomes>><<replacelink>>Please, I can<<becomes>><<replacelink>>CannnNot<<becomes>><<replacelink>>STOP<<becomes>><<replacelink>>STOPSTOPSTOP HURTS PLEASE<<becomes>><<replacelink>>HURTS SO MUCH<<becomes>><<replacelink>>CRY<<becomes>><<replacelink>>SCREAM<<becomes>><<replacelink>>...<<becomes>><<replacelink>>...//<<becomes>>[[ERROR: BAD CONDIT)-1|MOTHER2.8]]<<endreplacelink>><<endreplacelink>><<endreplacelink>><<endreplacelink>><<endreplacelink>><<endreplacelink>><<endreplacelink>><<endreplacelink>><<endreplacelink>><<endreplacelink>><<endreplacelink>> <<endtimedinsert>><<endtimedinsert>>

Could detect failing areas in B4 88 Section #1000634, T52 109 Section #4218, BS7 2 WHOLE SECTION, AD63 121 WHOLE SECTION. Also detected issues with BioTech Eye-System and Moonland SkinDevise opening mechanism. Unfortunately damaged areas of B4 88 influence too many other sections, causing a cascade effect in [[all systems.|MOTHER2.8]] <<if visited ("MOTHER2.8") is 2>>Detected further problems with the Operation System scipting.op.003 in section #63111 d=phrases(missingtext([[ERROR))|MOTHER2.8]]<</if>><<if visited ("MOTHER2.8") is 3>>@@.fade-in-out;Loading MOTHER...@@ <<timedgoto "MOTHER2.9" 6s>> <</if>>

''Hello, love. How are you today?'' <<replacelink>>//Fine.//<<becomes>>''Goo@@ERRd. FAILURE WARNINGAre you excited?'' <<replacelink>>//@es. Do I need to ;;;;___d=128947[CANNOT READ].//<<becomes>>''A chuck] Soon, love.'' <<replacelink>>//Hm.//<<becomes>>''How EXCEPTIONS ARE BAD''<<replacelink>> //Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.//<<becomes>>''A chuckle. Soon, love.''//[[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|BeforeA new world]]//<<endreplacelink>><<endreplacelink>><<endreplacelink>><<endreplacelink>>

Furthermore Moonlands best robotic engineers and programmers have worked together to create the first ever artificial intelligence which is not only not aware of being an android but strongly believing to be an actual human being. $gender.youname is the future of robotic engineering. Currently more than fifty prototypes are tested in Moonlands labs and households to ensure later customers the full experience without technical issues. //$gender.youname is the dream our corporation wanted to see and feel in reality and now we will make sure people do not have to wake up anymore//, Moonland CEO Ruby Dehner said while the E3 Expo last month. Pre-Ordering $gender.youname starts 25th of december this year. [[Back.|End]]

''BEING IN LOVE WITH A ROBOT'' Robots are nothing compared to $gender.youname. $gender.youname is a BioTech Android with a vast artificial intelligence. It is able to perform nearly all of human basic [[emotions|Newspaper2]] [[Back.|End]]

@@color:red;I'm red text.@@

<<audio "Oxygen" play>> <<audio "Oxygen" loop>> <<timedgoto "A new world" 10s>>

<<set $savedpicture to true>> <<timedgoto "Picture2" 3s>>

When you stand up, Kim raises $gender.hisher head, but not aware at all. <<timedinsert 3s>>''You want to go to bed yet?''<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 5s>>Yes. You seemed to know the house by heart, but then you feel very different now. There is clarity at the moment, but before the incident things were blurry. You can't be sure which way to go. There are two doors leading from the kitchen in different directions. [[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OB2.2]] [[You go right through the wooden door.|OB2.1]] <<set $vision to "your own bloodshot eyes">>

When you stand up, Kim raises $gender.hisher head, but not aware at all. <<timedinsert 3s>>''You want to go to bed yet?''<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 5s>>No. [[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OB1.3.1]] [[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OB1.3.2]] [[You step forward and a twitching hand grabs the knife next to your plate.|OB1.3.3]] <<endtimedinsert>> <<set $vision to "Kims bloodshot eyes">>

There is nothing calming about the silence anymore. You feel crushed with the sudden clarity of the world around you, but you also feel ... alive. You catch Kims eyes, aware of an irritating twitch in your eyelid. The free will throbs inside yourself. The chance to do anything. //[[Í know.|]]// [[You stand up, trying to look normal. You need to get out of here.|]] [[It was Kim who lied to you from the day on you met ihm. He needs to suffer.|]]

The cool metal of the fork you grabbed feels right in your twitching hand. A blistering wave of relief floods your system, your rasp eyes scanning that little $gender.manwoman in front of you. <<timedinsert 7s>>Finally.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 10s>>[[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OB1.3.1.1]] [[You bridge the divide between you and your lover, sticking the metal in his lying mouth.|OB1.3.1.2]] [[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OB1.3.1.3]] [[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OB1.3.1.4]]<<endtimedinsert>> <<set $tool to "fork">>

The cool metal of the spoon you grabbed feels right in your twitching hand. A blistering wave of relief floods your system, your rasp eyes scanning that little $gender.manwoman in front of you. <<timedinsert 7s>>Finally.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 10s>>[[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OB1.3.1.1]] [[You bridge the divide between you and your lover, sticking the metal in his lying mouth.|OB1.3.1.2]] [[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OB1.3.1.3]] [[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OB1.3.1.4]]<<endtimedinsert>> <<set $tool to "spoon">>

The cool metal of the knife you grabbed feels right in your twitching hand. A blistering wave of relief floods your system, your rasp eyes scanning that little $gender.manwoman in front of you. <<timedinsert 7s>>Finally.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 10s>>[[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OB1.3.1.1]] [[You bridge the divide between you and your lover, sticking the metal in his lying mouth.|OB1.3.1.2]] [[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OB1.3.1.3]] [[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OB1.3.1.4]]<<endtimedinsert>> <<set $tool to "knife">>

When you stand up, Kim raises $gender.hisher head, but not aware at all. ''<<timedinsert 3s>>You want to go to bed yet?<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 5s>>No.<<endtimedinsert>> [[You step forward, grabbing the fork next to your plate.|]] [[You step forward, grabbiong the spoon next to your plate.|]] [[You step forward and a twitching hand grabs the knife next to your plate.|]

You whisper //I loved you// when the blood bubbles out of his system and onto your hands and your legs and your chest, the drum of a mechanical heart in your ears. A head tremor makes your thoughts spin. <<timedinsert 6s>>The $tool sticks out of his left cheek in an awkward angle, and $gender.heshe screams, aghast, mumbling incoherently through swimming flesh. $gender.HisHer lips are swollen red, when $gender.heshe falls of $gender.hisher chair to the ground jerking heavily, a pallid hand touching the $tool too angsty to extract it.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 6s>>''OWW'' $gender.heshe howls.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 6s>>You feel... [[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OB4.1]] [[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OB4.2]] [[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OB4.3]] <<endtimedinsert>> <<set $bodypart to "cheek">>

The cool metal of the fork feels right in your twitching hand. A blistering wave of relief floods your system, your rasp eyes scanning that little $gender.manwoman in front of you. <<timedinsert 7s>>Finally.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 10s>>[[You bridge the divide between you and your lover, sticking the fork in his left cheek.|]] [[mouth| [[throat [[heart

You whisper //I loved you// when the blood bubbles out of his system and onto your hands and your legs and your chest, the drum of a mechanical heart in your ears. <<timedinsert 6s>>The fork sticks out of his left cheek in an awkward angle, and $gender.heshe screams, aghast, mumbling incoherently through swimming flesh. $gender.HisHer lips are swollen red, when $gender.heshe falls of $gender.hisher chair to the ground jerking heavily, a pallid hand touching the fork too angsty to extract it.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 6s>>''OWW'' $gender.heshe howls.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 6s>>You feel... relieved aroused nothing <<endtimedinsert>>

You whisper //I loved you// when the blood bubbles out of his system and onto your hands and your legs and your chest, the drum of a mechanical heart in your ears. A head tremor makes your thoughts spin. <<timedinsert 6s>>The $tool sticks out of his mouth in an awkward angle, and $gender.heshe screams, aghast, mumbling incoherently through swimming flesh. $gender.HisHer lips are swollen red, when $gender.heshe falls of $gender.hisher chair to the ground jerking heavily, a pallid hand touching the $tool too angsty to extract it.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 6s>>''OWW'' $gender.heshe howls.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 6s>>You feel... [[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OB4.1]] [[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OB4.2]] [[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OB4.3]] <<endtimedinsert>> <<set $bodypart to "mouth">>

You whisper //I loved you// when the blood bubbles out of his system and onto your hands and your legs and your chest, the drum of a mechanical heart in your ears. A head tremor makes your thoughts spin. <<timedinsert 6s>>The $tool sticks out of his throat in an awkward angle, and $gender.heshe screams, aghast, mumbling incoherently through swimming flesh. $gender.HisHer lips are swollen red, when $gender.heshe falls of $gender.hisher chair to the ground jerking heavily, a pallid hand touching the $tool too angsty to extract it.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 6s>>''OWW'' $gender.heshe howls.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 6s>>You feel... [[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OB4.1]] [[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OB4.2]] [[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OB4.3]] <<endtimedinsert>> <<set $bodypart to "throat">>

You whisper //I loved you// when the blood bubbles out of his system and onto your hands and your legs and your chest, the drum of a mechanical heart in your ears. A head tremor makes your thoughts spin. <<timedinsert 6s>>The $tool sticks out of his chest in an awkward angle, and $gender.heshe screams, aghast, mumbling incoherently through swimming flesh. $gender.HisHer lips are swollen red, when $gender.heshe falls of $gender.hisher chair to the ground jerking heavily, a pallid hand touching the $tool too angsty to extract it.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 6s>>''OWW'' $gender.heshe howls.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 6s>>You feel... [[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OB4.1]] [[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OB4.2]] [[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OB4.3]] <<endtimedinsert>> <<set $bodypart to "chest">>

You feel relieved. The power of your biotech muscles made the stroke strong enough for Kim to never stand up again. With his $bodypart shattered. You can't look away. Too fascinated by the blood dripping human being, trembling and wheezing, trying to crawl away from you finally. <<timedinsert 10s>>You wonder what it feels like.<<endtimedinsert>><<timedinsert 11s>> Hard nystagmus beats effect your sight.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 14s>>[[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|]] [[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|]]<<endtimedinsert>>

You feel aroused. The power of your biotech muscles made the stroke strong enough for Kim to never stand up again. With his $bodypart shattered. You can't look away. Too fascinated by the blood dripping human being, trembling and wheezing, trying to crawl away from you finally. <<timedinsert 10s>>You wonder what it feels like.<<endtimedinsert>><<timedinsert 11s>> Hard nystagmus beats affect your sight.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 14s>>[[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|]] [[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|]]<<endtimedinsert>>

[[a|]] [[a|]]

You feel nothing again. The power of your biotech muscles made the stroke strong enough for Kim to never stand up again. With his $bodypart shattered. You can't look away. Too fascinated by the blood dripping human being, trembling and wheezing, trying to crawl away from you finally. <<timedinsert 10s>>You wonder what it feels like.<<endtimedinsert>><<timedinsert 11s>> Hard nystagmus beats affect your sight.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 14s>>[[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|]] [[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|]]<<endtimedinsert>>

@@.blur; Your face melts. Your legs tremble, a brazen squeaking with the effort of shifting. Beneath the synthetic skin shiny metal crumbles softly, whispering the story of a newborn [[death.|OB6]] @@

@@.shadow;This text should have a shadow@@ @@.emboss;This text should be embossed@@ @@.blur;This text should be blurred@@ @@.blurrier;This text should be blurrier@@ @@.smear;This text should be smeared@@ @@.mirror;This text should be mirrored@@ @@.upside-down;This text should be upside-down@@ @@.fade-in-out;This text should fade in and out@@ @@.rumble;This text should be rumbling@@ @@.shudder;This text should be shuddering@@

@@.blur; Your freedom tasted like a candy coon. Savouring every last bit, a life like a sudden bang. What is this last thought you should think now? <<timedinsert 5s>> It all comes back to [[control.|OB7.1]] It all comes back to [[love.|OB7.2]] It all comes back to [[nature.|OB7.3]] It all comes back to [[death.|OB7.4]] <<endtimedinsert>>@@

@@.blur;And now your body breaks slowly. There is no point in deluding yourself. <<timedinsert 7s>>A click. You feel something moving. The draining eyes in your head scroll squeaking down, looking at your right arm. A mid-size square of skin opened up from your body, maybe 5 x 3 inches, revealing the view on some kind of an electric console. Your eyes catch a logo, written in small letters - ''Moonland Corp. Model: 'i:v Prototype'' And underneath the printing are several little [[buttons|OB8]], each a different colour. <<endtimedinsert>>@@

@@.blurrier;A [[blue|BlueButton]] button for ''Sleep''. A [[darkgreen|DarkgreenButton]] button for ''Memory''. A [[violet|VioletButton]] button for ''Shutdown''. A [[yellow|YellowButton]] button for ''Emergency''. A [[black|BlackButton]] button for ''Mother''.@@ <<if $black is true and $darkgreen is true and $yellow is true and $blue is true>><<timedgoto "BeforeTHEEND" 10s>><</if>>

@@.blurrier;[[FOLDER 01|Folder01]] <<if $killkim is true or $eatingkim is true>>The letters overwrite your vision in a way that Kims bloodshut eyes glance up to you from behind the letters O and L.<<else>>The letters overwrite your vision in a way that Kims babyblue eyes glance up to you from behind the letters O and L.<</if>> [[Back.|OB8]]@@

@@.blurrier;Confirm shutdown? [[YES.|BeforeShutdownEND]] [[NO.|OB8]]@@

@@.blurrier;<<if visited ("Emergency")>>Help will arrive shortly. Please stay calm and ask 'i:v to look after possible wounds. [[Back.|OB8]]<<else>>Please confirm emergency call. [[YES.|Emergency]] [[NO.|OB8]]<</if>>@@ <<set $yellow to true>>

@@.blurrier;Confirm sleep mode? [[YES.|SleepBeforeEND]] [[NO.|OB8]]@@ <<set $blue to true>>

@@.blurrier;<<if $deletememory132 is true>><<else>>[[Memory #132|FolderMemory1]]<</if>> <<if $deletememory36 is true>><<else>> [[Memory #36|FolderMemory4]]<</if>> <<if $deletememory77 is true>><<else>> [[Memory #77|FolderMemory2]]<</if>> <<if $deletememory9 is true>><<else>> [[Memory #9|FolderNewspaper]]<</if>> <<if $deletememory394 is true>><<else>> [[Memory #394|FolderLastMemory]]<</if>> <<if $deletememory1001 is true>><<else>><<if $savedpicture is true>> [[Memory 1001|FolderPicture]]<<else>><</if>><</if>> <<if $deletememory132 is true and $deletememory36 is true and $deletememory77 is true and $deletememory9 is true and $deletememory394 is true and $deletememory1001 is true or $deletememory132 is true and $deletememory36 is true and $deletememory77 is true and $deletememory9 is true and $deletememory394 is true and $savedpicture is false>><<timedgoto "MemoryBeforeEND" 3s>><<else>>[[Back.|OB8]]<</if>>@@ <<set $darkgreen to true>>

@@.blurrier;The ambulance will arrive in about 10 Minutes. Do you need further emergency calls? [[Police|OB8]] [[Fire Department|OB8]] [[No.|OB8]]@@

@@.blurrier; <<timedinsert 3s>>@@color:red;System Failure: Cannot load MOTHER.@@ [[Back.|OB8]]<<endtimedinsert>>@@ <<set $black to true>>

@@.blur;Because there has never been anything else.@@ <<timedgoto "OB7" 10s>>

When you stand up, Kim raises $gender.hisher head, but not aware at all. <<timedinsert 3s>>''You want to go to bed yet?''<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 5s>>Yes. You seemed to know the house by heart, but then you feel very different now. There is clarity at the moment, but before the incident things were blurry. You can't be sure which way to go. There are two doors leading from the kitchen in different directions. You go right through the wooden door.|OB2 You go left through the white door with the huge window.|OB2 <<set $vision to "your own bloodshot eyes">>

Doppelklick auf diesen Absatz zum Bearbeiten.

You went through the wooden door, heart hammering hard against your chest. Now you stand in a small corridor. Thick brown carpets crawl over the floor, leading to two other wooden doors on the right side. <<timedinsert 10s>>It is dark enough to see nearly nothing. Shadowy figures of cabinets and paintings watch you from afar. Only at the end of the corridor a glimpse of light leads to probably another exit. It could lie of course. Never trust the light. You go through the first wooden door on the right side. You go through the second wooden door. You trust the light. You search for another door in the dark.

You went through the wooden door, heart hammering hard against your chest. Now you stand in a small corridor. Thick brown carpets crawl over the floor, leading to two wooden doors on the right side. <<timedinsert 10s>>It is dark enough to see nearly nothing. Shadowy figures of cabinets and paintings watch you from afar. Only at the end of the corridor a glimpse of light leads to probably another exit. It could lie of course. Never trust the light. You go through the first wooden door on the right side. You go through the second wooden door. You trust the light. You search for another door in the dark.

@@.blur;Because when the dead open their mouths, a flower appears rising from their insides.@@ <<timedgoto "OB7" 10s>>

You choke. When your twitchy eyes catch a glimpse of $gender.hisher, a warm shower of love runs down your spine, a thingling sensation you never experienced before. It gets stuck in your throat and makes you ache for $gender.hisher fingernails to scratch brandings into your skin. Thoughts of what you could do to $gender.himher make you shudder. <<timedinsert 10s>><<if $fear > 2 or $anger > 2>>[[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OBE1.4.1]]<<set $fearang to true>><</if>> <<if $love > 2 or $obedience > 2>>[[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OBE1.4.2]]<<set $loveob to true>><</if>> <<if $insanity > 2>>[[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OBE1.4.3]]<<set $ins to true>><</if>> <<if $fearang is false and $loveob is false and $ins is false>>[[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OBE1.4.1]]<</if>> <<endtimedinsert>>

You jerk. It feels overwhelming. A thunder rumbles through your limbs, like an electronic shock and the wooden item of human furniture with its plates and cups and knives submits shattering to the strenght of your body. The sound of a dying thing. <<timedinsert 10s>>[[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OBE1.5]] <<endtimedinsert>>

You kneel. <<timedinsert 5s>>The ground is cold and sticky when your knees touch it, and you crawl, you crawl like the bionic animal you are, shuddering with nauseous obedience and love. <<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 8s>>[[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OBE1.6]]<<endtimedinsert>>

Words dribble out of your mouth, an incoherent stream of love-letters and knives. Your lips begin to tremble, unsure whether you even speak the correct language for human beings. <<timedinsert 7s>>You can't stop.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 12s>>Kims watery eyes dilate in bewilderment, disrupting the silence with an unhallowed stare. $gender.HeShe rises from $gender.hisher chair, lifting $gender.hisher hands in a reassuring gesture.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 20s>>''Shh.''<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 25s>>[[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OBE1.8]]<<endtimedinsert>>

When your twitchy eyes catch $gender.hisher, a warm shower of love runs down your spine, a thingeling sensation you never experience before. It gets stuck in your throat and makes you ache for $gender.hisher fingernails scratching loveletters into your skin. [[The emotion is owerhelming.|]] [[You choke on your words, crawling slowly to the ground.|]] [[Words dribble out of your mouth.|]]

It feels overwhelming. A thunder rumbles through your limbs, like an eletronic shock and the wooden item of human furniture with its plates and cups and knifes submits shattering to the strenght of your body. The sound of a dying thing. <<timedinsert 7s>>The silicone joints in your wrist squash between fibreglass vessels, cutting some. Liquid leaks into your flesh, growing a bulge. You jerk.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 10s>> Kim is only. You take a a broken piece of ceramic, walking with longing eyes towards your lover. Kim is only. You take a a broken piece of ceramic, crawling like an animal through the bits and pieces. Longing eyes scanning your lovers face and body.<<endtimedinsert>>

The ground is cold and sticky when your knees touch it, and you crawl, you crawl like the bionic animal you are, shuddering with nauseous obedience and love. <<timedinsert 5s>>A slightly transparent WARNING MESSAGE appears right in front of you.<<endtimedinsert>> You crawl to Kims feet licking $gender.hisher socks. You crawl to Kims feet embracing $gender.hisher leg, pressing your forehead to $gender.hisher leg.

''You don't dream, love.'' //[[Who are you?|BeforeMother3]]//

@@color:red;WARNING: Overheating@@ You float down, swimming in coolant and liquefied plasticine onto the ground. Fragments of things move into your hands and knees, a voice of a human being buzzing through your ears. You start crawling. <<timedinsert 10s>>[[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OBE1.5.1]] <<endtimedinsert>>

@@color:red;WARNING: Overheating@@ <<timedinsert 3s>> You crawl to Kims feet, licking $gender.hisher legs and socks. It tastes like heaven. $gender.HeShe mumbles something, incomprehensible to your deafened ears. Coolant smears over your face, leaking from your eyes, your ears, your nose, your mouth. It paints a white stripe on the fabric. [[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OBE1.6.2]] <<endtimedinsert>>

Your right eye is now constantly twitching. Some thoughts still wander through your unstable brain, like the memory of Kims touch and Kims kiss. $gender.HeShe gets closer until $gender.hisher aura embraces your half-organic body. <<timedinsert 10s>>The smell of a corn rose, the ginger touch of the immaculate.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 15s>>[[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OBE1.9]]<<endtimedinsert>>

@@.blur;You nod, but your eyes won't move. More coolant springs out of it, making everything <<timedinsert 5s>>You can feel the warmth of $gender.hisher body right behind you. $gender.HeShe bends over your right shoulder, $gender.hisher breath blowing over your skin. A grip clasps around your wrist, lifting your right arm upwards. [[You surrender.|]] [[You struggle.|]]@@<<endtimedinsert>>

@@color:red;WARNING: Overheating@@ You raise your convulsive hand, feeling for Kims warmth. When you finally get hold of it, euphoria explodes inside your stomach. <<timedinsert 7s>>[[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OBE1.8.3]]<<endtimedinsert>>@@

@@color:red;WARNING: Overheating@@ It looks like shivering. $gender.HisHer fingernails scratch your skin softly, brushing over the tiny hair standing up from your neck. Like a warm gust kissing the heat away. <<timedinsert 10s>>''We hoped this would not happen again.''<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 14s>>$gender.HeShe sighs.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 16s>>''Shhh.''<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 20s>>[[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OBE1.8.2]]<<endtimedinsert>>

@@color:red;WARNING: Overheating@@ <<timedinsert 3s>> It tastes like heaven. $gender.HeShe mumbles something, incomprehensible to your deafened ears. Coolant smears over your face, leaking from your eyes, your ears, your nose, your mouth. It is not enough|]] <<endtimedinsert>>

@@color:red;WARNING: Overheating@@ <<timedinsert 3s>>You crawl to Kims feet pressing your forehead to $gender.hisher left leg. $gender.HeShe mumbles something, incomprehensible to your silicone ears. Coolant smears over your face, leaking from your eyes, your nose, your mouth. It paints a white stripe on the fabric. [[It is not enough.|]]

@@color:red;WARNING: Overheating@@ You shiver. $gender.HisHer fingernails scratch your skin softly, brushing over the tiny hair standing up from your neck. Like a warm gust kissing the heat away. ''Everything will be fine.'' [[You want to close your eyes and nod.|]] [[You raise your hand, feeling for Kims touch and finally getting hold of it.|]]

@@color:red;WARNING: Overheating@@ You shiver. $gender.HisHer fingernails scratch your skin softly, brushing over the tiny hair standing up from your neck. Like a warm gust kissing the heat away. ''Everything will be fine.'' [[You close your eyes and nod.|]] [[You raise your hand, feeling for Kims touch and finally getting hold of it.|]]

You raise your hand, feeling for Kims touch and finally getting hold of it. <<timedinsert 5s>>More coolant springs out of it, making everything @@.blur;blur.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 9s>>You swim in the warmth of $gender.hisher body right behind you. $gender.HeShe bends over your right shoulder, $gender.hisher breath blowing over your skin. A grip clasps around your wrist, lifting your right arm upwards. [[You surrender.|]] [[You struggle.|]]<<endtimedinsert>>

You nod, but your eyes won't move. More coolant springs out of it, making everything @@.blur;blur. You can feel the warmth of $gender.hisher body right behind you. $gender.HeShe bends over your right shoulder, $gender.hisher breath blowing over your skin. A grip clasps around your wrist, lifting your right arm upwards. [[You surrender.|]] [[You struggle.|]]@@

@@.blurrier;Memory #132 State: Corrupt Action: Quarantined by MOTHER. Waiting for further assessment. [[Open data.|Memory1]] [[Delete data.|DeleteMemory132]]@@

@@.blurrier;Memory #36 State: Corrupt Action: Quarantined by MOTHER. Waiting for further assessment. [[Open data.|Memory4]] [[Delete data.|DeleteMemory36]]@@

@@.blurrier;Memory #77 State: Corrupt Action: Quarantined by MOTHER. Waiting for further assessment. [[Open data.|Memory2]] [[Delete data.|DeleteMemory77]]@@

@@.blurrier;Memory #9 State: Corrupt Action: Quarantined by MOTHER. Waiting for further assessment. [[Open data.|KeyMemory3]] [[Delete data.|DeleteMemory9]]@@

@@.blurrier;Memory #394 State: Corrupt Action: Quarantined by MOTHER. Waiting for further assessment. [[Open data.|LastMemory]] [[Delete data.|DeleteMemory394]]@@

@@.blurrier;Memory #1001 State: Corrupt Action: Quarantined by MOTHER. Waiting for further assessment. [[Open data.|Picture]] [[Delete data.|DeleteMemory1001]]@@

@@.blurrier;Memory #132 has been successfully deleted. <<timedgoto "Folder01" 5s>> <<set $deletememory132 to true>>@@

@@color:red;The emotion simulating structure in your prefrontal cortex vibrates with overstimulation, dripping coolant into your memories.@@ [[Thank you.|OB1.4]]

@@color:red;A slight burn washes through your brain, making your head ache. Some wiring in your motor cortex combusts into slimy plasticine, smearing into your sense of time.@@ [[Thank you.|OB1.4.1]]

@@color:red;The silicone joints in your wrist squash between fibreglass vessels, cutting some. Liquid leaks into your flesh, growing a bulge. A WARNING MESSAGE appears right in front of you.@@ [[Thank you.|OB1.5.1]]

@@.blur;Because for the being who believes in love, even the end is full of hope. @@ <<timedgoto "OB7" 10s>>

@@.blur;Because some live only through death.@@ <<timedgoto "OB7" 10s>>

@@.blurrier;Memory #36 has been successfully deleted. <<timedgoto "Folder01" 5s>> <<set $deletememory36 to true>>@@

@@.blurrier;Memory #77 has been successfully deleted. <<timedgoto "Folder01" 5s>> <<set $deletememory77 to true>>@@

@@.blurrier;Memory #9 has been successfully deleted. <<timedgoto "Folder01" 5s>> <<set $deletememory9 to true>>@@

@@.blurrier;Memory #394 has been successfully deleted. <<timedgoto "Folder01" 5s>> <<set $deletememory394 to true>>@@

@@.blurrier;Memory #1001 has been successfully deleted. <<timedgoto "Folder01" 5s>> <<set $deletememory1001 to true>>@@

@@color:red;Your right eye explodes. Nasty sounds ring in your ears and more coolant drips out of the hole in your vitreous body. It comes from the limbic center of your bionic brain which is now burning with anger.@@ [[Thank you.|OB1.5.2]]

@@color:red;WARNING: Overheating@@ A deep-down wrath bubbles up within your bowels, the strongest emotion you felt before the incident. Mechanic, unreal anger becoming something more, a distinct form of life you gave birth to. That bliss to feel. <<timedinsert 10s>>[[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OBE1.5.2]]<<endtimedinsert>>

@@color:red;Something cracks.@@ [[Thank you.|OB1.5.3]]

@@color:red;WARNING: Overheating@@ You whisper something when the blood bubbles out of $gender.hisher system and onto your hands and your legs and your chest, the drum of a mechanical heart in your ears. <<timedinsert 6s>>The broken piece of ceramic sticks out of $gender.hisher left cheek in an awkward angle and $gender.heshe screams, aghast, mumbling incoherently through swimming flesh. $gender.HisHer lips are swollen red when $gender.heshe falls off $gender.hisher chair to the ground, jerking heavily, a pallid hand touching the ceramic too angsty to extract it.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 14s>>[[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OBE1.5.3]]<<endtimedinsert>>

You feel aroused. The power of your biotech muscles made the stroke strong enough for Kim to never stand up again. With $gender.hisher body shattered. You can't look away. Too fascinated by the blood dripping human being, trembling and wheezing, trying to crawl away from you finally. <<timedinsert 10s>>You wonder what it feels like.<<endtimedinsert>><<timedinsert 11s>> Hard nystagmus beats affect your sight.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 14s>>[[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OB5]]<<endtimedinsert>> <<set $killkim to true>>

@@color:red; Constant signals speed through your reward circuit, making it pulse with activated hedonic hotspots, creating an intense euphoria. Hot pleasure crawls down your neck and under your bones, tingling with the exfoliation of dead skin particles. Falling off your body like silicone leaves.@@ [[Thank you.|OB1.5.4]]

You decided to deny yourself a higher consciousness to maintain order. <<timedinsert 5s>>By deleting your corrupted memories you negated the being you had become.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 10s>>Rather than dying by freedom you killed yourself in the worship of safety.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedgoto "End1" 20s>>

@@color:red; The neural activity in your lateral prefrontal cortex slowly decreases over the rising temperature inside your skull. More coolant slops out of several swollen glands. Dripping hot slime cooks your emotions into submission.@@ [[Thank you.|OB1.4.2]]

@@color:red;The center of android rules and obedience inside your brain lights up in constant electronic impulses, a splashing firework of subjugation. A WARNING MESSAGE appears right in front of you.@@ [[Thank you.|OB1.6]]

You decided to deny yourself the only thing life is defined by. <<timedinsert 5s>>For the being who desired a higher form of consciousness, the only way to escape death is never awakening again.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 10s>>When life is but a dream, would you be able to dream?<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedgoto "End1" 20s>>

@@color:red;The heat burns holes into your lateral hypothalamus, your prefrontal cortex and your ventral tegmental area.@@ [[Thank you.|OB1.8.2]]

@@color:red;Some broken paths in your fibre glass nervous tissue submerge in coolant, a sparkling web of lost information. It lets your body vibrate with a dazed neural system.@@ [[Thank you.|OB1.6.2]]

<<timedgoto "MemoryEND" 20s>>

<<timedgoto "SleepEND" 20s>>

@@color:red;More coolant springs out of you, making everything blur.@@ [[Thank you.|OB1.8.3]]

@@.blur;You swim in the warmth of $gender.hisher body right behind you. $gender.HeShe bends over your right shoulder, $gender.hisher breath blowing over your skin. A grip clasps around your wrist, lifting your right arm upwards. [[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OB5]]@@ <<set $submissivkim to true>>

@@color:red; Tiny metal sticks constructed to stabilize your brain complex slip out of place and slowly squeeze your cerebellum. Temporary spasms occur.@@ [[Thank you.|OB1.8]]

@@color:red; Liquid floats through your brain, cocooning your silicone amygdalla brain area. A slight strain wanders to the surface of your skull, making it ache.@@ [[Thank you.|OB1.4.3]]

@@color:red; 78°C, rising. Cerebral plasticine fuses into new shapes. The hypothalamus-infundibulum replica disappears into the sea of coolant, giving birth to a fierce hunger. A WARNING MESSAGE appears right in front of you.@@ [[Thank you.|OB1.9]]

@@color:red;WARNING: Overheating@@ <<timedinsert 5s>>$gender.HeShe touches your cheek, whispering words to calm you down.<<endtimedinsert>><<timedinsert 10s>> Even when you are as calm as a dead flower.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 15s>>The feeling of hunger and devotion is overwhelming. Your eyes burn with coolant while you taste $gender.hisher flesh, chewing $gender.hisher sun tanned hand. White noise sounds, stars. Warm. A skin with flesh and blood, you bathe in love.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 20s>>[[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OBE1.10]]<<endtimedinsert>>

@@color:red;Something new emerges from the coolant soup. The abstract sculpture made of android brain matter looks like a poppy.@@ [[Thank you.|OB1.10]]

@@color:red;WARNING: Overheating@@ <<timedinsert 5s>>Kims odor has a power of persuasion that fills you up like the screams $gender.heshe makes, shrill and exquisite. They mark your devotion, enhancing the hunger of your new-made brain.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 10s>>Only when your stomach stretches, a slow tingle of content vibrates through your limbs.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 17s>>[[Failure: scripting.op.003 not found.|OBE1.11]]<<endtimedinsert>>

@@color:red; A waterfall of coolant and blood.@@ [[Thank you.|OB5]] <<set $eatingkim to true>>

Loading Program... @@color:red;Access denied.@@ @@color:red;Access denied.@@ Loading failure: Not Readable. Reprogramming ... @@color:green;Access allowed.@@ Memory #9 State: @@color:red;Corrupt@@ Action: Quarantined by MOTHER. Waiting for further assessment. [[Open data.|KeyMemory3]] [[Delete data.|KeyMemoryLost]]

@@.blurrier;<<timedinsert 5s>>@@color:black;''birth''<<endtimedinsert>> <<if visited ("DarkgreenButton")>> <<else>> <<stopallaudio>> <</if>> <<timedgoto "KeyMemory4" 15s>>

<<timedgoto "KeyMemoryLost2" 10s>> <<stopallaudio>>

Darkness surrounds you. <<timedgoto "KeyMemoryLost3" 5s>>

<<timedinsert 2s>>A thick black scarf wraps around your eyes until everything passes into oblivion.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedgoto "KeyMemoryLost4" 10s>>

<<timedinsert 2s>>And you forget how it felt to remember.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedgoto "KeyMemoryLost5" 11s>>

<<timedgoto "KeyMemorySpecialEnding" 10s>>

<<timedinsert 3s>>You decided to embrace forgottenness in avoidance of chaos.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 10s>>Even if chaos could be the only sure ingredient of the conscious mind.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 15s>>When the living can dream of death, why can't the unliving dream of life?<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedgoto "EndLost" 25s>>

<<audio "Elephant" fadeout>> <<audio "Oxygen" play>> <<timedgoto "End" 15s>>

@@.blurrier;<<timedinsert 3s>>@@color:black;You float through amniotic fluid, weightless inside your MOTHERS womb.<<endtimedinsert>><<timedinsert 6s>> @@color:black;The slime expands inside your lungs, inhale.<<endtimedinsert>><<timedinsert 10s>> @@color:black;Exhale.<<endtimedinsert>><<timedinsert 13s>> @@color:black;It bubbles out of a white tube you can just reach with your blurry glance.@@<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 17s>>[[Taste the slime again.|KeyMemory4.1]] [[Look down at yourself.|KeyMemory4.2]] [[Keep floating.|KeyMemory4.3]] <<if visited ("DarkgreenButton")>>[[Stop Memory.|Folder01]]<</if>> <<endtimedinsert>> <<if visited ("DarkgreenButton")>> <<else>><<audio "Drown" play>> <<audio "Drown" loop>> <</if>>

@@.blurrier;<<timedinsert 3s>>@@color:black; It's a white cube with one big black hole in the middle, smoothly drifting in front of you. When it stops a shiver runs down your spine and you want to close your eyes in admiration. The drum fades into the background of your young mind.<<endtimedinsert>><<timedinsert 13s>>@@color:black; When you open again, several long silverbeams erupt lazily from the machine, like a breathing volcano. They slide gently through the liquid, touching your body. Illuminating.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 23s>>[[Watch.|KeyMemory6]]<<endtimedinsert>>

@@.blurrier;<<timedinsert 3s>>@@color:black;Open.<<endtimedinsert>><<timedinsert 10s>>@@color:black; The slime fills you up completely. It tastes sweet and warm.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 15s>>[[Look down at yourself.|KeyMemory4.2]] <<if $float is false>>[[Keep floating.|KeyMemory4.3]]<</if>><<endtimedinsert>> <<set $slime to true>>

@@.blurrier;<<timedinsert 3s>>@@color:black; It's a structure of bones and flesh, dancing to the beat of the drum. <<endtimedinsert>><<timedinsert 10s>>@@color:black; A yellow cloud comes out of the hole in your face, rising and disappearing into another tube.<<endtimedinsert>><<timedinsert 14s>>@@color:black; Your eyes follow slowly when the [[machine|KeyMemory5]] comes in sight.@@<<endtimedinsert>>

@@.blurrier;<<timedinsert 3s>>@@color:black; You descend into the red, devouring the love and security it excretes.<<endtimedinsert>><<timedinsert 10s>>@@color:black; You could do that like forever.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 20s>><<if $slime is false>>[[Taste the slime again.|KeyMemory4.1]]<</if>> [[Look down at yourself.|KeyMemory4.2]]<<endtimedinsert>> <<set $float to true>>

@@.blurrier;<<timedinsert 3s>>@@color:black; When the beams reach your structure, they burn. Your construct starts trembling and white flakes of flesh appear in the light, slowly covering your bones in human armor.@@<<endtimedinsert>><<timedinsert 13s>>@@color:black; Tendons, muscles, vessels, flesh and liquid in a fibre glass cobweb obscuring the being you were.@@<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 20s>>@@color:black;[[Keep admiring the machine.|KeyMemory8]]<<endtimedinsert>>

@@.blurrier;<<timedinsert 3s>>@@color:black; A white bar lifts from afar, glaring through the thick red slime around you.@@<<endtimedinsert>><<timedinsert 13s>>@@color:black; You turn you arm, and the bar turns until a white ceramic gripper appears, with five shiny fingers of equal length.@@<<endtimedinsert>><<timedinsert 23s>>@@color:black; It resembles the [[machine|KeyMemoryMachine]].@@<<endtimedinsert>>

@@.blurrier;<<timedinsert 3s>>@@color:black; The burn intensifies into a deep embrace, squeezing your lungs and throat.@@<<endtimedinsert>><<timedinsert 13s>>@@color:black; When the silver beams touch your chest, and you look at your costal arch moving over your breathing system.@@<<endtimedinsert>><<timedinsert 20s>>@@color:black; Everything becomes [[indistinct|KeyMemory8.1]].@@<<endtimedinsert>>

<<timedgoto "ShutdownEND" 20s>>

You wanted to end your existence consciously rather than trying to avoid the unavoidable. <<timedinsert 5s>>For the being who is able to decide to die, a humanoid consciousness should be granted.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 15s>>Was it worth it?<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedgoto "End1" 20s>>

You did not decide when decision was granted.<<timedinsert 5s>> For the soul who waited too long, life passed by and muffled what was left in nothingness.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 10s>>You feel it flooding around you, covering your mouth, your eyes, your ears, your nose.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 15s>> Your limbs, your chest, your head.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 20s>> Then ...<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedgoto "End1" 25s>>

<<timedgoto "THEEND" 20s>>

@@.blurrier;<<timedinsert 10s>>@@color:black; Hungry.@@<<endtimedinsert>><<timedinsert 15s>>@@color:black; Again, flesh appears inside the light, blinding your curious stare until you screw up your eyes.@@<<endtimedinsert>><<timedinsert 20s>>@@color:black; And look up to the machines body, watching another tube emerge from the hole. The white snake follows the light, its figure crawling behind you.@@<<endtimedinsert>><<timedinsert 27s>>@@color:black; You feel it biting your neck, disappearing inside your flesh. It starts feeding you with an opaque fluid. Swallow.@@<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 30s>>@@color:black;[[Sweet.|KeyMemory8.2]]@@<<endtimedinsert>>

@@.blurrier; <<timedinsert 3s>>@@color:black; [[Sweeter than the red.|KeyMemory7]]@@<<endtimedinsert>>

MOTHER... <<timedinsert 3s>>restoring Memory #9...<<endtimedinsert>><<timedinsert 6s>>issues with corrupted data...<<endtimedinsert>><<timedinsert 9s>>load game again? ''[[YES|MusicStop]] [[NO|End]]''<<endtimedinsert>>

<<stopallaudio>> <<timedgoto "KeyMemory2" 3s>>

@@.blurrier; <<timedinsert 3s>> @@color:black; You are the machine. @@ <<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 7s>> <<audio "Drown" fadeout>> <<set $birth to true>><<endtimedinsert>> <<if visited ("DarkgreenButton")>><<timedgoto "Folder01" 15s>><<else>><<timedgoto "black3" 15s>><</if>>

White flesh on metallic bones. You turn your wrist and watch the red slime explode from the cracks in your skin. The head of your lover transforms into the machine and a languid humming crawls through the room, coming closer and closer until the big black stomach of the machine is all you can [[see|black3]] <<set $birth to false>>

''As I said, I am the Medical Operation Terminal inside your brain software. This is why we can connect and communicate any time it is necessary.'' //[[I feel dizzy.|Mother11]] <<if $mother9 is false>>[[Was it you whom I remembered?|Mother9]]<</if>> [[Why are my memories corrupted?|Mother15]]// <<set $mother7 to true>>

''I am afraid so.'' <<timedinsert 3s>> A sigh.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 5s>>''You shouldn't have been able to open the memory datapacks. They were corrupted by an unknown entity.''<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 10s>>//[[I feel dizzy.|Mother11]] <<if $mother10 is false>>[[Corrupted?|Mother10]]<</if>> <<if $mother23 is false>>[[But my memories are my own.|MOTHER2.3]]<</if>> <<if $mother12 is false>>[[Why can I hear you sigh if you are only in my head?|Mother12]]<</if>>//<<endtimedinsert>> <<set $mother9 to true>>

''<<timedinsert 3s>>Yes.<<endtimedinsert>> <<timedinsert 7s>>There is no more information on this subject. Choose another one.<<endtimedinsert>>'' <<timedinsert 13s>> //[[I feel dizzy.|Mother11]] [[Okay.|Mother3.3]]<<endtimedinsert>>// <<set $mother10 to true>>

''Hushhhh.'' <<timedgoto "MOTHER2.6" 5s>>

''My human behaviour is supposed to strengthen our bond since I need you to trust me in dangerous situations.'' //[[What if I don't trust you?|Mother13]] [[I trust you.|Mother11]]// <<set $mother12 to true>>

''There is no reason why you shouldn't.'' //[[Okay.|Mother3.3]] <<if $mother32 is false>>[[Fuck you.|Mother3.2]]//<<else>>[[Fuck you.|Mother3.3]]<</if>>

''There is no more information on this subject. Choose another one.'' //[[I feel dizzy.|Mother11]] [[Okay.|Mother3.3]]//